In a field in my same old town
That somehow seems so hollow now
For a moment, I was heaven struck
Chorus
Now I’m down bad, crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
“What if I can’t have him?”
“I might just die, it would make no difference”
Down bad, waking up in blood
Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up
What if I can’t have us?
I might just not get up
I might stay down bad
Like I lost my twin
What if I can’t have him?
Post-Chorus
Down bad
Down bad
Waving at the ship
What if I can’t have him?
Bridge
I loved your hostile takeovers
Encounters closer and closer
All your indecent exposures
How dare you say that it’s –
I’ll build you a fort on some planet
Where they can all understand it
How dare you think it’s romantic
Leaving me safe and stranded
‘Cause what if I was in love?
What if I can’t have us?
‘Cause what if I was in love?
Chorus
Now I’m down bad, crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
“What if I can’t have him?”
“I might just die, it would make no difference”
Down bad, waking up in blood
Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up
What if I can’t have us
I might just not get up
I might stay down bad
Like I lost my twin
What if I can’t have him?
Post-Chorus
Down bad
Down bad
Waving at the ship